Why?

Why? Why am i feeeling like this? In my life, i've never had this feeling before, sad, angry, confused, fucked up, its killing me seriously. Why should i love you in the first place? Im just being stupid, doing all these for you. What do i get in return? You dont care. Why do i miss you? If you dont? No one had made me in this state before i dont deserved this. I know. You cant forget him huh? Yeah, love cant be force, and now im really giving you up. Sorry, you're on your own. Its too pain to carry on. Goodbye. Now the story really ends here. I've changed finally. I'll make you hate me.

8th May Goodbye.

8th may, the day i will never forget.

Im sorry for causing you so much trouble, i shouldn't ask you out on that day, i shouldn't have so much confident. I promise, i wont invade in your life anymore, love cant be force. Hmmm, im quite happy, because i had never loved someone so much before, this big blow to me shall be my wake up call. I've never shed a blood or tear over a girl before. Wow you're great. (: I wont forget the days i smsed, chat and went out with you. You told me, never give up. Im trying my best not to give up now. I'll be waiting for that day to come. I'll make you mine. Tsk, what am i thinking about? Hahaha, nobody understands me. Even my parents dont. Loving someone is just so painful. Time, it takes time to heal yea? Last of all, take good care of yourself, dont fred over this matter alright. Forget it, forget me and forget everything. Study hard! Concentrate on your studies! Hmmmm that's all. Goodbye love. Cheer up! May come to me if you feel like.


Im sorry, but i love you.